agh. So with all of Luke's medical stuff going on, I've been posting alot of updates on facebook. Decided today I'm going to stop doing that as much and just write about it on here when/if I feel the urge. (since hardly anyone knows this exists!) Honestly, It's all I ever update on facebook sometimes, and I tend to focus on the negative and don't want to do that! I appreciate people praying....and in more extreme cases NEED that so much....(okay, always need prayer - but you know what I mean!) but I already struggle with it being on my mind more than it should and posting for the world to see and get attention for it doesn't help. Focusing on my own problems/struggles/fears is not edifying to others or beneficial. I want to focus on the blessings in my life on a regular basis and how GOOD God is!! He is good in the hard times just as much as He is good in the abundant times!