* Last night I had a dream about giving birth. Normally I would say "nightmare", as I'm pretty nervous about that whole ordeal (apparently I have a low pain tolerance?) But, in the dream, I was surprised to find that as I was pushing, there was absolutely no pain involved. Also, my doctor gave me the option of going into the bathroom to push so I could have privacy, which I took him up on...(until I realized there was noone to catch the baby) ... I woke up pretty dissapointed that the dream wasn't real, and that I still have to wait 5 more months to meet my baby boy.
** I am a total nerd. As of late, my boring work days have been spent having contests with myself seeing how much I can make each day by doing online surveys. Yes, this is a very futile goal, as i probably average .50-$2 an hour doing this. BUT I have already earned over $120 for Christmas gifts from this! hurray! AND bonus! Today I might have won a $50 Target gift card from a contest online! I really hope I did!
***The budget has returned to our lives. Really, this is a very very good thing. I tend to work well with structure. Tell me I can only spend this much, and I really will only spend that much. I am also very thankful, because we found out that it is actually possible financially for me not to work once the baby comes!! We just have to sell one of our cars :) no biggie! I'm pretty excited about that!
****My husband is awesome! I just had to put a plug in for his awesomeness!!! Growing up, I didn't ever think that it was reality for a man to help his wife with house hold chores and be so selfless as my husband is. He frequently surprises me with coming home to a clean house, and doesn't mind going out and getting groceries for me, or picking up whatever carryout I want. I never want to take advantage of him, but I know that he would do just about anything for me. I feel like a princess being married to him :) I also love the random times he is ornary to me just to make me laugh, or the times he will ask if we can pray together...Or when he is silly and acts like a kid, and I can't help but roll over laughing at his antics. He will be an awesome dad, I can't wait to have his child :) I love him so much, and am so so so blessed to have him in my life!
*****It seems like the huge amount of hesitation, doubt and worry that consumed the beginning part of this pregnancy is being replaced with double amount of excitement, anticipation and joy! I can't believe I ever thought that I DIDN'T want to be pregnant!! I really can't wait now to meet my baby boy, like really really really don't want to wait. I love feeling his kicks, listening to his heartbeat, picking out things for him, and anticipating holding/cuddling him for the first time. sigh. This is my dream in life!! I am so excited to be a mom :) sigh sigh sigh....
enough for now..I love blog therapy, but it's almost time for me to go home, which I love even more :)
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