a faithful example

God is so faithful. I am so thankful, not only for my salvation - but for the Holy Spirit's continual work in my life, to convict of sin and to become more like Christ.
This week has been a challenging one - but a very blessed one. A dear friend in our church family went to be with the Lord this week - Hal Burchett. Hal ministered and loved everyone. Chris, especially, was impacted by him - as he would take Chris and his friends out to breakfast, go golfing with them, and always give encouragement whenever he saw him. He was a model of a godly, faithful and obedient servant to Christ.

Last night was his memorial service. I've been to several memorial services over the past few years, and am thankful to say that every one of them has been for faithful servants of Christ - that have run a good race. And every time I go, I am sooo challenged to follow that example. Last night was no exception. Hearing testimonies of Hal's ministry to others, and his genuine love, faithfulness and integrity - convicted my heart. Our pastor challenged the believers in the room to consider how we are "adorning the doctrine of Christ' with our lives. He noted that alot of people start well, but very few finish well. Alot of people can look good in the lobby when they are talking to their friends, but very few can show that same love to every single person they come in contact with in the outside world.
And God did something in my heart last night. As I was listening to all of those things, I had an overwhelming awareness of my own sinful motives, and wicked heart. I recalled several times over the last few years that I have given in, quit, and not given God the glory with opportunities He has given me. I recalled several situations earlier that very day that I had every intention of lying and cheating at work, that I had taken shortcuts and not been diligent, etc. I couldn't stop crying on the way home, because I was so grieved by my sin. But along with that emotion, was a overwhelming thankfulness and awe at the gospel, and my salvation. God is SO good to save me! And not only to forgive all of my sins, but to give me the power in my daily battles to keep from sinning! How awesome is He! I have "reset" .
With God's power and help, I want to live a godly, consistant life before Him, in serving Him and others with my whole heart. I want to obey Him by reaching others with the gospel. I want to please Him by being a godly wife, and in quietly serving and encouraging my husband. I want to continue loving His Word more and more, as I continue to strive to know Him and please Him. God is so good and worthy of our praise!